Tuesday, October 21, 2008

regret

somehow
i felt regret.
regret falling in love with you.
totally WRONG!
you're a faker
a lier!



however
thanks to accompany me
for the nights i felt lonely.
i had become more mature!

you find me when you need me ,
but when you dont, you threw me aside.
great.
i've fallen for someone who treat me invisible.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

why am i loving you more than you do?
why am i putting so much effort in it any yet still falling apart?
why am i the one getting hurt most?
why am i feeling bad whenever we aint goin well?
why am i so afraid bout losing you?
why am i feeling so unsecured?
why do i hate the feeling of getting hurt?
why am i unhappy whenever u ignored me?
why do i feel so unimportant?
why do i get so pissed up easily ?
why do i get jealousy all round me?
why am i feeling like this eventhough there're just fren?
or are they more than frens?
why cant i stop thinking bout the worst?
why do i need your attention so much?
why am i acting so not like myself?
why is my soul trapped within your feeling?
why did i fall for you?
why did i let my heart out in the first place?
why am i such a bitch?
why why why?!
i just don wana get hurt.
i don wan anymore unhappy memories
i want my soul to be free.
i want the normal me back
i want just those happy moment.
i want us to be happy.



maybe we aren't ment for each other.